October 2010
I really like my webcam settings right now, I don’t even know how it got like this and I’m taking 69 quadrillion pictures bc of it, so there might be a mini spam of my face in the mere future.
After all, it IS Halloween.
I thought of the cutest ways of asking him to Semi-formal. The only thing stopping me is my fear of rejection.
I’m getting used to it though.
Oh my. Why is this my first time actually listening to The Beatles? They’re such a soothing and happy band. Now I understand why everyone adores them. <3
In Spanish class, I sit next to this girl I never completely acknowledged. While I was doing my work, she was talking to a group of people about how differently people dressed from where she lived, New Jersey, to here, Indiana. She pointed to me and commented on how she liked how I dress :’)
I take strangers’ remarks more seriously than my friends.
2AM Club - Worry About You
Broken lover, yes I made you believe that I would be the one to heal you.
And if you go now out that door way, I won’t say you’re wrong,
But you know that I worry about you.
I always wondered why after a breakup, the couple wouldn’t speak anymore, not even as friends. Now I know why.
ZAC. And what’s that suppose to mean :(
Go home.
Anyone can copy and paste. People haven’t figured out the truth behind your ‘great writing ability’ yet, but I’ll just keep that to myself :)
Okay I’m going to feel like a total nerd for actually blogging about this, but I’m extremely happy right now. If you’ve read my previous posts, they were mostly about trying to build up the courage to say hi to this cute guy, Zac. Well, let’s just say tonight was the night I grew my nonexistent balls.
The football game just ended and the football players and cheerleaders were walking to the main building. My best friend Autumn and I were catching up with an old friend from the opposing team. When we had to say our goodbyes to him, the guy who’s face I enjoyed staring at was coming our way. Autumn told me to talk to him and said she would come with me if I wanted her to. Being the wimp I am, I agreed.
We both greeted him with hello’s and I told him good job! He replied with thanks and his beautiful smile. Then, our friend Nolan was coming towards us and said, The game’s over, who’s ready for homework?! Being stupid, we all yelled me! Autumn then said, What about Call of Duty?! Everyone excluding me said YAY! I said, “Ew.” After Autumn’s input, I said Tetris!? Surprisingly, gorgeous boy heard me and agreed to my game suggestion. I was really happy!
It didn’t end there though. Autumn and I ran up to Zac and he turned around so ferociously, thinking it was one of his team mates attacking him. I asked if I could we could take a picture and he was like Okay? When I pulled out my camera he said Oh, a picture! Okay! We were in the middle of the road so he advised How about we go to the sidewalk first? I don’t wanna get ran over. Sidewalk we went, picture snap snap and BAM! Said bye and here I am - The happiest person ever right now.
Oh haaaay ;D Maybe that’s why I’m so attracted to tall boys.
It’s amazing how I’ve never talked to you, but so many things come to mind when your name is brought up.
Why must you suck out all the fun of social networking sites?
I know you’re concerned or curious, but stop. If I wanted you to know, I would inform you, right? We aren’t as close as we were before and I feel as if you’re forcing our friendship to return to the way it was previously. Sad to say, it’s not going to work.
It’s not that I don’t like her because her personality or anything, it’s because it feels like I’ve been replaced by her.
So say hello while you can. Don’t let your cowardice ruin your moment.
(via ijustdoi)
Relevant - I needed this.
The most simplest two-letter word I can think of, yet I can’t say it to you. I had the perfect chance today but I couldn’t do it. It’s not that I’m scared of you, I just don’t want it to be awkward. I greet you with hi, you say it back, then what? I’m horrible at starting a conversation. I laughed at your jokes, that’s a start right?
I’ll try again tomorrow.
- Feeling wanted.
- Spending time with your best friends.
- When people tell you they love you.
- When last minute plans work out.
- Buying new clothes.
- Waking up in the middle of the night, and realizing you still have time to sleep.
- Holding someones hand.
- Bear hugs.
- Swimming at night.
- When someone you like talks to you.
- Seeing someone you haven’t seen in a long time.
- Sleeping in.
- Looking through old pictures.
